Wednesday, February 24, 2010

How I want to die

I recently lost my big sister. She died Feb 12th. I haven't really dealt with it yet. That will be another blog. I was sitting yesterday on how I wanted to die when its my turn. Not sure what age but I want to go out in either of 2 ways:

1) In the booth. Not sure what point in life. Like if I had some terminal illness. I would want to be in the booth recording when it takes me instead of my death bed. I bet them last verses is on some different shit. WORD!

2) The other way is an old man. Picture a old man playing the piano. Got a long cigarette hanging out my mouth. I'm playing Donny Hathaway's "A Song For You". That shit is deep. My wife will be a few feet behind me saying nothing. Crying silently. But by the time the song ends she is sitting next to me. I just die in her arms after the last note. THAT IS PLAYA! And I don't smoke cigs lol!

By no means am I suicidal or anything like that. Just something I've thought about.

I don't want a sad ass funeral. I want it to be a ill ass hip hop gathering. Like this:

All in all, celebrate life and when some one passes, remember them for how they lived and not how they died. When it's all said and done I want to go out with every one knowing I was real and I did everything I set out to do.


Monday, February 22, 2010

Alicia Keys Unthinkable (I'm Ready) with Lyrics

I fucking love this song. It's written by Drake for Alicia Keys new album "The Element of Freedom". It just feels like its about her and Swizz Beatz and being in a pulic eye relationship with some one separated but not divorced